Missing you  / Hayley R.
Hey Jordan! I miss and love you so much. I wish you were still here with us. I remember we would make fun of eachother in the hallways when we would pass each other we would make silly face at each other.Jordan it really hurts inside to know that you're gone. But we all know you're with us! And it also hurts watching my brother Nick come on here and just look at the pictures of you and Jordan he gets teary eyed and makes me cry. Jordan,we all miss you so so so much. You were funny,but also respectful to others.But,on the 4th of July and on your birthday(March 4) is sad day but knowing you want us to be happy! LOVE YOU!! Well I better get to bed its 1:30 a.m 
               Love you Always Jordy! 
                       -Hayley

            P.S- And to your sisters,brothers,mom,and dad and anyone else who was close to him and held him close to your heart I am truly sorry for this loss! Close

Smile / Chelle
While I was searching to find two soldier graves yesterday to lay flowers and pay respect I was praying to God to help me find them and thinking of you the whole time.  Suddenly, a rabbit jumped out from under the bushes and I knew you were messing with me.  I love you little brother and thank you for helping me find their graves.  You are so beautiful! Close

Bazooka gum  / Allie
I heard a commercial today about Bazooka gum.  They were singing about all I want is bubble gum, Bazooka bubble gum.  It made me think of you!  You used to cram so much gum in your mouth.  I love you Jordan Robert! Close

Why Why Why Why Why  / Nik (Sister)
This is the question I ask myself everyday and no answer. I think of you everyday a million times or so and try to remember what your smile was, what your laugh sounded like and what your rosy cheeks look like. I still can't imagine that your young innocent helpless body lay in a casket. I still think day in and day out that I was out of the family to first find you and unbelievable I didn't do anything. I just looked at you and was so schocked by what I saw before my eyes and then trying to call anyone in the family and I couldn't remember anyones # I drew a total blank.  I should of started CPR on you immediately, but I do believe you were gone, but at least in my mind I know to this day I would of tried to save you or to give you one last breath. I just can't believe God needed you so bad that we all only got 14 wonderful years with you. I am obviously so so mad to this day that your gone and there was not anything we could of done differently to change 07-04-2005. I am also mad that I couldn't and didn't get to say I love U and also didn't give you one more last hug. And that will eat my  till the day I see you again. I rode my bike for the first time since the last night you had rode it on 07-03-2005 it was kinda hard knowing you were the last one on it and touching the handle bars and poping wheelies on it in the drive way. It took me 1 year and 2mos to get the courage to ride the bike, but when I did I knew you were with me flying high.  I miss you so so so much Jordy words cant explain how this has changed everyones life. I sure hope one day all of our 's can heal. But I need some signs from you that you are all right. I love and miss you and wish I could see you one more time to tell you Iove you in person...  Peace and Love Sis Nik:) xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox Close

Pacifiers / Chelle
While we were getting groceries today A.T. pointed to some candy pacifiers and told me that you (JR) and Jenny and Nikki all bought candy pacifiers and walked around.  I sure don't remember it but it sounds like something fun you would all do.  You sure were one funny kid!  Love and misses my brother.  I only hope the funny stories keep coming.  I am amazed at the things that remind A.T. of you.    Laugh a good one for me and continue to send mom her hugs.  She loves and misses you so much sometimes it is "unBEARable."  Thank you!  
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MISSIN YA  / BEN ORDAL (BROTHER)
HEY JR! JUST CHECKIN IN. SURE SEEMS LIKE FOREVER SINCE YOU LEFT. MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY, JUST WISH FOR ONE SECOND THAT THINGS WERE DIFFERENT. LOVE ALWAYS, BIG BRO. Close

Park / Chelle
I was walking around the park tonite and saw some boys and really longed for you and wished you could just be a kid again.  Love you precious angel!  Please rain down an extra measure of love for all of us going through our own burdens and pain! Close

Remembered / Allie
I had a funny thought about you today.  We have plastic hands (like ziploc bags only hands) and I remember how you and Jenny and I would throw them at each other and tried sticking our hands in the bags full of water!  It made me laugh thinking about it!  Love you J.R.! Close

Another Week  / Mike (Brother)
Well Jordan another week has gone by without you around and its not getting any easier.   I sure would of though with the time that has gone buy it would get some what easier but its really not.  I still hurt and ake.  Some days a worse than others.  Somedays I think how much you had to live for and things to experience as you grew up and just being able to say hi and talk for a min.  Thats what hurts not being to do that or see ya.  I have never forgot about you and never will.  You were truley a great person with a huge heart,  thanks fir being yourself always.  One day I hope to be able to talk to you again.  Take care and when you can help us with our problems Jordan.   Well for now take care love you forever brother.  Pray for us as we do for you.    Close

JUST CHECKING IN  / MOM
JORDAN  THE DAY'S CONTINUE TO FLY BY AND I MISS YOU MORE THAN EVER.  SOME DAY'S IT AS IF THIS JUST HAPPENED YESTERDAY.  I KEEP PRAYING AND PRAYING AND SOMETIMES IT SEEM AS IF GOD IS STILL TESTING ME.  I ASK HIM TO HEAL MY HEART AND ALL OF THE FAMILIES, BUT WE ARE ALL STILL HURTING WITH SUCH EXCRUCIATING PAIN THAT IT IS HARD TO CONTINUE TO MOVE FORWARD.  I KNOW THAT I COULD NEVER HAVE IMAGINED WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE TO HAVE ONE OF MY CHILDREN DIE.  IT IS A HORRIBLE NIGHTMARE THAT NEVER ENDS.  THE WORLD KEEPS MOVING AND WE ARE FOR THE PRESENT STUCK IN TIME TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THIS HAS HAPPENED AND HOW DO WE MOVE FORWARD.  I PRAY WITH ALL MY HEART THAT YOU ARE ABLE TO STILL WATCH OVER US AND SEE WHAT THE ENTIRE FAMILY IS DOING.  WE HAVE TWO BEAUTIFUL LITTLE GIRL'S THAT HAVE BEEN ADDED TO THE FAMILY AND THEY ARE SUCH A BLESSING.  GOD HAS GIVEN US TWO PRECIOUS LITTLE GIRL'S THAT BRING US LAUGHTER AND HOPE FOR THE FUTURE.  MAY WE ALL CONTINUE TO PRAY AND KNOW THAT GOD IS OUR ROCK AND WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR US.  REMEMBER THE SAYING THAT I TOLD YOU??  I WOULD SAY TO YOU "JORDAN IF YOU DOON'T REMEMBER ANYTHING ELSE WHAT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING TO REMEMBER???"  AND YOU WOULD ANSWER Close

Brother / Mike (Brother)
Jordan my brother its been awhile since I talked to you so I wanted to say hi.  I want you know that you are missed so much more than one one could believe.  I think about you alot everyday  I still wondering why this happened but we will never know.  I want oyu to know how much you really meant to me.  I loved hanging with you being together and havin fun.  But I know thats missing and that sucks.  Thanks for everything you did for me and watching over me.  Night brother love you.  Smile big!!!! show mom and the old man your alright, they need it as we do.   Pray for us as we do for you!!!! Close

Miss ya  / Allie
I still remember how much you teased me on the day you left.  It really hurts.  My last memory was of you being mad at me. Close

Reality / Chelle
My brother it seems we keep coming to the point where we know that you are never coming back...yet, we are still searching and still looking.  As much as our human form allows us to understand intellectually that you will never be back when I look at pictures of you I keep thinking you will walk through the door with a joke or looking for something to eat and then I pause and remember you never will....I love and miss you so much. Close

Thank you  / Chelle
I was a bit worried and scared the past few days and you really helped me focus and concentrate and pray hard.  Thank you for your help and for walking with us. Love and miss you!  Close

Longing / Chelle
Just missing you so much this week....especially your sense of humor and adventure...Please wrap your loving arms around us and help keep us safe...smile on us....it is so hard doing life without you...We love you forever and ever and ever and always think of one more funny story about you and things that remind us of you......I know even the simple thing of shopping in Old Navy reminded me of mom shopping for you and Ben and Jenny for school clothes in Omaha and how much fun you were to have along on trips even when you hated shopping!  Peace and love my beautiful brother. Close

Angel Anniversary  / MOM (MOM)
One year has now passed since you became an angel.  Each and every day I still think about you and wish as everyone else does that you were still here with us.  I know in my heart and mind that you are okay and that I should not worry but it seems that is the Mother side of me kicking in.   The earthly being in each and everyone of us is still holding on and not ready to let you go.  We all know that you are in the best of care and that God is your keeper and you have no wants or worries.  Life moves on but it is never going to be the same and we will always wonder what life would have been with you still here.  On the 4th we told stories and had some good laughs at things that you had done.  Like the bottle rocket fights you use to have with Mike and Ben.  Dangerous yeah but you boy's still did it and had fun doing it.    Little Derek stopped by and we talked to him about some of the things you two did down at his Grandpa's shop.  He misses you too!!   I pray that God will grant each and everyone of us a new renewed strength to move on thru the remainder of the year.  Please know that we think of you and will always remember you each and every day.    Close

Long Day  / Mike (Brother)
My brother,

Well the inevitable happened today, we had to remember this terrible nightmare all over again on your 1 year anniversy.  This is not easy and know it never will be but I honestly dont know anymore.  We all miss you so much and wish things could be different but know it wont be!!!  So we got together did somethings with the family and went to see you.  There were tears shed for you and miss u so.  I will never ever forget you and hope to be able to deal with this better but have a hard time believing that we miss you and want you back so much the sting still there.  I miss u and love you so much brother friend buddy

Your brother
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Fireworks / Chelle
I can only imagine that Heaven has the best fireworks.... These are for you.  Lucas lit a rocket in your honor today and we sent off red, white and blue ballons with messages of love.

                                


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